now that's what I'm talking about....

Can you deliver?

People ask the most unexpected things of me: this may be 'cause I've shown myself to be the possessor of the most unexpected things. Pulling a rabbit, a video tribute, the queen's seal and sealing wax or a fluffy pillow out of my Monty Hallesque bag of tricks on a regular basis may give folks the impression that I can be asked anything, and simply deliver.

Well this week, the request was for a new and different way of presenting a Jacques Derrida style of deconstruction of a story I'd never read. "I know you're very creative. And could you have that ready before my next class, please?"

Hey, the kid likes a challenge, so I ran with it.
I was really excited by the task: how to absorb a style of an unheard of (by me) theorist and employ it to discern the various levels of context/subtext of an author and book I'd never been exposed to, and then use that new knowledge to refine a presentation of the material to an audience of master level students.

So I proceeded in my usual "oracle" style: scan the records before me to get a glimpse into the nature of my beast, pray, then let the Spirit bring out of me whatever it will. At the end of my meditation, words spilled out of my mouth that caught me by surprise!

My requestor seemed really excited and pleased with my take on things--I expect feedback on her presentation next week.

So, if the question is: "Can you deliver?", then the answer must be: when I'm stepping in the faith that guides me, "always".

Ivory Dress: this is how I felt on Sunday

this, however, is how I felt on Saturday...

See You at the Pole?

the text of this post is directly from Steve Chastain's site, a former church preacher man, who has since left the pulpit and is questioning all things that involve organized religion and "church". He has made some very powerful statements about the state of church and has made some equally interesting suggestions about what might be done to alter, change, remedy this situation. In the post below, he writes about the annual event that has become "See You at the Pole" at many elementary, middle and high schools around America and what he believes the effect to be on our children. I've heard of See You at the Flag Pole, seen reports of it on the news, especially here in cacalaky; This is the first time I've heard a clergy person speak *against* it. Interesting. the title below also links to Steve's blog where you'll find many other interesting posts. And of course, in these very thoughtful days, I find his writing attractive & thought provoking enough to comment upon every now and again.

See You at the Pole...Hypocrite

It's that time of the year again. School is in session and youth pastors all around the country are teaching their students how to be the biggest hypocrites and Pharisees in town.

See You at the Pole was first started in 1990 and since then hundreds of thousands of students have gathered on this one day in front of their school at the flag pole to pray. They are instructed to pray for their school, their fellow students and their country. It all sounds like a noble and harmless cause, but what are we truly communicating to our kids?

I think SYATP is dangerous for the message it sends to students, those inside and outside the prayer circle. Before I go on, let me say that I do not have a problem with the students who are involved with SYATP. My beef is with the adult organizers and youth pastors that support SYATP. I know first-hand how manipulative these type of events can be and the subtle messages that they send to students.

See You at the Pole is all about being "seen". For everyone keeping score at home, there is nothing that could be more unbiblical.

"And when you pray, do not be like the hypocrites, for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and on the street corners to be seen by men. I tell you the truth, they have received their reward in full. But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you. "--Matthew 6:5-6

Jesus is pretty clear about where we are to pray. He tells us to keep our prayers private. We shouldn't be praying to draw attention to ourselves...that isn't the purpose of prayer. The very act of praying is for the exact opposite purpose of creating a scene or a making a spectacle of ourselves. Praying in front of your school with one hundred of your closest friends is not quite the same as praying in your room with the door closed. This is pretty simple people.

According to the SYATP website, here are some reasons your students should be involved with See You at the Pole:

"Do you really want to see and experience an unbelievable wave of awakening on your campus? What is going on at your school that can only be explained by the power of God? How desperately do you desire for God to come in power? Is your heart truly broken for your non-Christian friends and the sin on your campus? When you are seriously sold out and passionate about God He will honor your humble, broken, desperate cry. He wants to hear from you!"

Oh my! Where do we begin? Do people really talk like this? Is it just me, or does anyone else out there have a problem with this? Are youth pastors nuts? Seems like all of the problems in your local school is because your kid just doesn't pray enough. Shame on them. Get on your knees Billy and Betty, forget your homework, you've got some praying to do!

The more I think about what to write next, the more filled with disgust and outrage at the "stupid church people" that think SYATP is a great idea. This event is so myopic, hyopcritical and obnoxious that I don't know what to say...for once I may be speechless. Or just tired of it all. You know, I think that's it. I am just really tired of the stupid things we Christians plan and do and then believe that God is behind, or involved with, or supporting, or "moving through" or whatever. Ugh...I gotta go to bed.

Fix You

these lyrics from "fix you", by Coldplay had me thinking, thinking, thinking this Sunday---

Fix You

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
I see a stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from all my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

So I'm thinking: broken, I am and He will try to fix me, if I let Him...

Rhythm and beauty and smooth skin and happiness

I lifted the title of this post from a pretentious lad's blog 'cause I could, so I did, and 'cause it fit so well with my recollection of the dream come true on Homecoming Saturday:

Where I suddenly found the rhythm under and over and in me;
and the beauty of two who shared a single desire;
and One who savored dark, smooth skin
and with a touch, bestowed sheer bliss and happiness.